i want endorphin

Monday, December 4, 2006
2:34 AM

this is not good.
i'm sleeping at 3am++ (record was 7am so far this holiday) almost every alternate day.
and in between, i sleep from 12am t 1am onwards.
i'm becoming nocturnal.
hey wait i think i was nocturnal since quite some time ago....
oh well. so i'm STAYING nocturnal.

needa get a job soon or i'll go nuts! i can't be using the computer the whole day! i need something t keep me sane....

that's a minor reason. and my MAIN reason for getting a job is... i need cash. no dough. no moolah. no ka ching!

some equations for you t ponder (on?)...

christmas is coming = need t buy presents = need money

TANya having no job = no money = no presents for TANya's friends

so if TANya's friends want presents from TANya for christmas, TANya's friends must recommend jobs t TANya. *hint*

so, lobang for me, anyone?

go figure.

well. i spoke t yimeng. she's going for an interview later tday. if she gets a job at kbox, i may replace her at M hotel (??) this saturday. well. hope she gets the job. because *i* need a job too. but this job's only on weekends, so i need something else t keep me normal during the week. so far i'm gonna help aunty guna at church this wednesday. but that's all i have planned so far for this week. other than the youth christmas video, but i can't do anything about *that* without EDITING SOFTWARE!! help! anyone has editing software i can install?!! preferably LEGAL one [: [: [:

i watched my class video (the one i edited--heck, i think it's the ONLY class video so far i think, other than the one of us watching the bio childbirth video) about a dozen times already but every time i do, i find something i never noticed before. and even though it IS headache-inducing, i don't mind because *i* edited it!! wahahahaha. well. it really brings back memories of 4e6 2006! i miss our class. watching it, it's all i can do not t cry (lol no lah. i don't shed tears *that* easily. i'm pretty hard-hearted). but i wish i cherished the times we had tgether more.... however, with singapore's hectic/kiasu/dog-eat-dog/gruelling/tough education system, that's kinda hard. when most of us were mugging our heads off (i wasn't one of them). how t have fun?? how t enjoy ourselves?? how t be so united?? but i'm glad for the last day of school. we managed t have SOME fun. and the nametags (specially created for that day!) really gave us a sense of class identity [: heh.

p.s. the photos were ALREADY blur. so my editing isn't *THAT* lousy okay! sigh okay okay i'm making excuses for my incompetency(?). :/

i NEED t practise editing!
but i NEED editing software!
and i so so NEED a job!!
(realise that all "NEED"s above are staggered? including this one. heh.)
actually, staggering the "NEED"s is fun.
it's like writing a poem. haha. NEED t practice for literature if i take it next year.
okay maybe i should stop this. no, i NEED t.
LOL. but it's so addictive t insert all my "NEED"s in some fancy pattern.
okay. one last one. one last what? one very last NEED.

there!

wahahahahahaha.

okay i must be seriously deprived, if i find so much pleasure in just doing *that*.

but isn't that fun? don't you agree??

haha okay okay i am going NUTS! maybe FRUIT also.

(see??)

okay shan't blog any more. i NEED t go t bed soon.

wahahahhaahahaaa.

CRAZY me. [:

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