i want endorphin

Thursday, November 10, 2005
10:50 PM

haven't blogged in a while. a lot of things have happened. thankfully i've been writing my own personal journal (on paper). but right now i can't be bothered to backtrack and write anything about it. so if you want to know about my past, ask me. though i have to warn you that if you want me to tell you anything reliable i must be armed with my journal as i may leave out certain details. hehe.
okay about today. as i was waiting for the bus an old man came and sat at the same bench as me and started smoking. what was worse, was that the wind was blowing the smoke in my direction. i was annoyed so i got up and went to the bus pole thingy where they display all the numbers of the bus services which stop there. pretended to examine it so i wouldn't seem to be trying to avoid the smoker. lol. but after a while i saw a pre-teen boy and his maid (i presume) who also appeared irritated at the smoking. then i noticed that there was a sticker which proclaimed "no smoking at bus stops by law" but apparently that old man was either ignorant or inconsiderate. hmph. i wanted to direct him to the sticker but i didn't dare to. sigh. next time i'll try to do that in situations like these. for the good of the environment, if not for the sake of my health at least. :S
ok now an important thing: i've OFFICIALLY dropped additional mathematics. cos i failed overall (and failed terribly for end-of-years) so i have to sit for some revision test on the 27th dec. it's supposed to determine whether i can take a-maths next year. if i fail, i'll have to drop. if not, then good for me. but i'll be away in korea til the 28th of dec so i will not be in singapore to take the test. and according to my form teacher, there won't be any retests so i'll have to drop. oh well. i'm kinda happy about it--one less subject to worry about, one less subject so i'll have (supposedly) more time to focus on my other subjects. hmm. but although i'm pretty certain that i won't be going to a JC, i don't know if i may suddenly change my mind (people who know me know how fickle i am) one day and then i'll have to transfer to the arts stream. haiz. aiya i don't know lah. i don't know if i should just forget amaths totally or if i should try to study harder on my own as well as pay attention during amaths lessons next year, so i can ask to take it again. hmph.
ok enough of this.
YAY!!!!!!!
last day of school tomorrow!!! WOOHOO!!!!
finally i can relax (yah right) a bit. after doing my PILES of holiday homework. nice. (anybody realise i'm being sarcastic?)
ok lah i'm off to bed. it's like, 5 mins to 12. i still have one last day of school.